Ugh. i hate this money bullshit. i really need to find a job that pays well. like... i have to. im homeless AGAIN. for the i dont know... 5th time in the past two years. this is getting ridiculous and old very fast. you'd think i could turn to family for help, but of course not. i've got to do it all on my own, its not like i am a monster. i dont feel i deserve to be such an outcast. i did nothing wrong to be kicked out of both of my parents house. why do both of my parents pick their new mates over their children... this is something i just cant understand... ugh, whatever. i'm just gunna have to work hard to prove to them and myself i can d